Results tagged “Stress” from Kazza the Blank One
So after yesterday's pretty average day, we watched a free-to-air Air Crash Investigations and then we thought we'd watch a movie.
That was a very silly idea.
Our internet is so bad that Netflix is pretty much out of the question.
The DVD part of our PS3 died years ago so we couldn't watch a dvd on that.
My DVD recorder has recently been dropping out the video and it's been getting worse, dropping out all the time and making movies pretty much unwatchable.
So I dug out my old Toshiba DVD player from under the house but then I was looking at the back of the recorder and all the fricken outputs have cables hanging out. So I couldn't even easily tell which outputs it was using to swap them to the other player. So I went and lost it for a while.
Came back a while later and traced through some of the spaghetti. There's standard video/audio out going into the tv, although I don't think we've been using that. But I plugged those into my dvd player and set the tv to av mode and up it came. W00t. So we put Enemy at the Gates on, which I'd seen a long time ago, but could only remember the beginning, and Stu had never seen it.
Half an hour later it degraded so badly that we couldn't watch it. I thought it was the dvd, but (after battling for ages to get it to even play) it played through that part of the disk on my computer. I tried to get a little wifi dongle working in my computer so that I could Chromecast it, but it wouldn't work.
So I went to bed.
Got to sleep ok but woke up when Stu came to bed and stayed awake for ages. And hurty kept me awake for a while too.
So I was still super grumpy today.
So I went into work to use the internet to geotag all my holiday photos. About the only success I had all weekend.
Mostly did a jigsaw in the afternoon. It rained, it even hailed, so didn't do any washing.
Around dinner time (Stu was still cooking and cleaning, bestest sweetie ever), I went down to Kit's to meet the new Ben, and after a glass of wine and a bit of socialising with Kit felt a lot better. I was telling her the sad story of the dvd player, and she pulled an old one out of her cupboard and said, here you go, try that. So we did. And it did actually work for the most part, although it did have similar problems with audio and video a couple of times while we were watching it. So it was a very frustrating experience. But we did finally finish watching the movie.
I feel like I need a weekend to recover from my weekend.
Last summer (or possibly the end of the summer before) I was getting frustrated with the chlorine we had taking forever to dissolve, so I thought I'd pay a bit more for a different variety (which did seem to dissolve a bit better). Last summer I had issues with algae, but I attributed this to me being a slacker. Towards the end of the season I think we added too much chlorine at one point, and the pool got very acidic. It was so bad that the test kits didn't work at all - all the colours were comletely wrong - off the scale! So at the beginning of summer I added some pH up and things returned mostly to normal, although I did notice the buffer was a bit high. I wasn't sure why that was, as I hadn't added any buffer this summer. But given that the pH changed the colour of everything I wasn't sure what to believe. Anyway, at Christmas the pool had gotten a bit green, but again I attributed that to being a slacker and letting the chlorine get a bit too low for a couple of days. So treated with flocculent and vaccuumed to waste and it cleared up. From Christmas on I've been super diligent with the chlorine, and kept it within range the whole time.
But the pool just got greener and greener :(:(
So this morning we took a sample in to get tested. Turns out the buffer is actually *super* high and even though the test strips say there's chlorine, there was actually very little. Hence greenery. Turns out the chlorine we bought has buffer built into it, and so it's been building up higher and higher. Fricken great. Pay more for something that actually makes the whole situation worse :(:(
So basically we have to vacuum to waste all over again to try and get the buffer levels down.
Late Thursday afternoon Ben invited us over for dinner (lamb roast, with Serena's awesome gravy) so that was nice.
Friday night we watched a German movie - Look Who's Back - about what might happen if Hitler existed in modern day Germany. It's labelled a comedy, and yes there are some funny moments, but it was all just a bit *scary* for me about the possibility of history repeating itself.
Saturday morning we headed out to Fyshwick to go to Material Pleasures to see if I could get some clothes for this boat trip we're going on. Except the place was shut down until Monday for Christmas. So that was a waste of a trip. So we went to Hardly Normal to look at vacuum cleaners. Except every fricken cordless vacuum cleaner comes with a roller brush head that would get tangled up instantly with my hair. So that was all very frustrating.
Came home and just did a bit of house stuff. Not much, just taking down Christmas decorations.
This morning I woke up at around 3am and I've been awake ever since. Stressing about vacuum cleaners (the one Stu is looking at is basically a glorified dustbuster, which I can't see how would be any improvement on the vacuum cleaner we already have, aside from easing the hurdle of actually *starting*), and that my bowels hurt (I think I'm dying).
Why does everything take so long? Or why does time seem to be moving so quickly?
Last night I did one thing - download and process photos. And it took all night. Tonight I did one thing - blog my Queensland trip. And it took all night.
Although we did put a solar blanket on the pool earlier this evening.
And a shelf collapsed on my white desk downstairs (reminscent of the time my brother's one did the same thing thirty-odd years ago when we camped out in his room), sending old fish tank chemicals (set aside for disposal) all over the floor. Of course a bottle of methylene blue went everywhere didn't it, and that stuff is nasty. All over the white desk (even on the laminate I didn't fully get it off) and all over the garage floor (that stuff's *never* coming off :( ).
Here I was trying to do the right thing and save them for a safe disposal (if I could find such a thing) when if I'd just thrown them out years ago this wouldn't have happened :(
So this is the error I've been getting ever since the October 2016 Windows 10 updates:
"Error in scanner. Turn off scanner and follow instructions in manual. Scanner driver will be closed. Code : 47,1130,0"
I get it at least half the time I attempt to scan. If I hit OK and hit scan again (I don't bother rebooting the scanner), it'll give me the error up to a few more times, but will eventually scan. It's really pissing me off. I've yet to try it on a different computer to see if it's a problem with the scanner or with windows.
But there's literally no other pages on the internet (that I could find) with that exact error code. So if you come here looking for a solution, sorry I don't have one. But if you do find something, let me know and I'll post it here.
Friday night we had dinner with Damien and Amanda at the Dumpling Inn. That was nice to catch up with them - haven't seen them in ages.
Saturday morning we did a bunch of shopping, then headed out to the club for a Christmas in July. We got there a bit before 1:30pm, I put the pork on at 1:50pm, and spent most of the rest of the afternoon organising and preparing and cooking and stuff. Had some help chopping veggies which was nice, and some people decorated the shed so it was all quite nice. We bought a 4.8kg piece of pork. 1kg chicken roll. Lots of veggies. Made apple sauce from scratch. We came home with a chinese container of pork. People ate a lot I tells ya! Everyone seemed to have a good time so that was nice.
This is not even all the food - it doesn't show the epic potato bake or really show the carrots and peas!
Oh we also made two pavlovas and brought some fruit cake. Came home with three slices of pavlova and a bit of fruit cake. Ok I didn't *make* the pavlova, just topped it with cream and berries.
Sunday was basically just housework.
Today I tried to do my usual morning routine of scanning some photos but my computer refused to talk to the scanner :( Extremelly upsetting. Will probably have to reboot my computer and *hope* I can connect next time.
Then Ingress was a big poo due to the last buggy release which meant needing to reboot the phone, then Optus was being a poo so missed out on glyph hacking a level 8 portal. So I was having a crap day and hadn't even made it to work yet. :(
At work I'm feeling pretty useless. I'm really too dumb to be in the team I'm in. *sigh*
So windows 10 has not been as disruptive as I thought.
The damned Antimalware Service Executable interferes with everything. Mainly GeoSetter. Any time I try and save images edited with GeoSetter, the stoopid Windows Defender decides to hogg all the available CPU, and my machine grinds to a halt. Saving a directory of images in GeoSetter used to take minutes, now it takes *hours* :(:(:( Super frustrating. I've tried putting in exclusions for the MsMpEng.exe, for the GeoSetter.exe and the photo folder, but nothing works. It's making the whole geotagging process very frustrating. #grunt
Had a pretty good night's sleep last night which was nice.
Tonight I had a huge todo list but only did part of it.
I cooked dinner and cleaned the kitchen. We watched an episode of Homeland. I did a water change in the two foot tank upstairs. I did a load of washing. I didn't attack the huge pile of paper around my desk like I wanted to, but did clean off the surface of my desk. I didn't look at or geotag the next day of holiday photos, but I did manage to geotag all mum's photos of the half day tour she did by herself while I caught up on stuff and had some down time.
Our power tripped again this afternoon :(:( Was it even that big tank heater?? Who knows now :( I bought an RCD from Jaycar and we plugged it in front of Stu's small tanks. I want to completely redo the power in the study. I want to have all the fish tank stuff on one outlet (with the RCD) and all the computer stuff on another. We probably run way too much off the one double outlet, but short of running new circuits through the house, what else are we meant to do? Maybe we should run a circuit just for all the fish tanks heh.
Need to find some time so I can breathe.
Last week the power tripped just after we left for work, resulting in cold fish tanks and dead fish. The hot water circuit had tripped that day as well.
Then on Friday morning, my shower water was just barely warm. Had a look, and the hot water circuit had tripped again. Turned it back on, but about ten minutes later the whole house as well as the hot water tripped.
So I went and had a look at the tank. The thing was bulging and there were ants crawling around the electrical bit.
Definitely uh oh.
Called Rheem and told them all about it, and they said yup, she be dead. The thing is 25 years old, so to be expected I guess. Very likely the pressure relief valve had gotten stuck at some point.
Anyways, then had to try a replacement. In a hurry.
Called someone at random from the Yellow Pages - 6 Star Hot Water and Plumbing. The dude said he'd had a cancellation that morning and could do it right then! Hurrah!! So he came out an hour later and spent a couple of hours pulling out the old one and installing the new one. We're going to have to nuke all the ants that have taken up residence though.
After he was done, we went into work (via The Scottish Restaurant - it was nearly lunch time after all).
Got home. No hot water.
Called the dude again. He wanted me to check it had power (I'd already done that - second rule of tech support after all). And I'd seen him test it before he left. So he said he'd drop by on his way home. Half an hour later he comes by and tests all the connections. It was definitely getting power, and the thermostat was definitely telling the element to heat up. So he replaced the element, and we all crossed our fingers that it would work.
An hour later we checked it - hot water!!!! Yayyyy!!! That was a relief!
Pretty bad that the thing was DOA. The dude said they basically never have any problems with those tanks though. So we were just unlucky.
Friday morning I was actually excited to go to work. I really wanted to test the thing I'd be doing on Thursday. Except I couldn't get it to work. So went back to feeling demoralised.
Friday night I woke up some time after denist time, and probably only got another hour or two's sleep. So I was a zombie for Saturday.
Which of course we had to go to Sydney for. My cousin's wedding in Dee Why. Which was actually a lovely afternoon/evening. Will post some photos soon. We decided to stay in a quiet place in Oxford Falls for the night rather than going back to mum's. We went to bed at something like 9:30 and apart from needing to go to the toiley in the middle of the night, I slept pretty solidly til about 6am. So Sunday morning I felt great heh. Had a simple breakfast at the motel then dropped by Dan and Emma's to see their crazy big old house in Gordon. Then headed home.
Yesterday afternoon was just getting things done. I have so much to do in the next week it's ridiculous. Need to remember to breathe.
Had a thoroughly awful day today :(
Mostly because of crappy proxies. I take it personally when they don't work. Which is a problem when they're just plain buggy and I don't understand how they work anyway and everyone expects me to be the expert when I'm damned well not.
Also, if you want me to freak out completely, just put me on the spot about aforementioned proxies in front of a room full of people from other organisations who want to know why our proxies are so bad. Yeup.
And I also spent hours fixing another team's problem because I thought originally it was my problem. But it wasn't. *sigh*
Spent tonight geotagging photos. Did all the random camera photos except for Disneyland, where I took over five hundred photos but didn't take the GPS with me.
Super super busy couple of days. Couple of weeks actually. No really couple of months.
Tonight it was get home, cook up some food, watch the pilot of Homeland, and suddenly it's 10pm. What the???
Can someone please stop the world, I need to get off.
I hate Logitech's Harmony remote control software.
Twice in the past I've had to reprogramme the Harmony One remote we have. Yesterday I had to fight with it again for the new TV. It's an awful clunky piece of software (admittedly better than it used to be). You need to have an online account with them which stores your remote info (why they can't store it locally I have no idea). They've changed the software in the past few years which means old accounts aren't compatible with new ones. And the software has changed completely and they say if you had previously programmed it with the old version you should keep using the old version. After I'd already donwloaded and installed the new version.
So after digging up my account details, I finally managed to get onto their site and load all the remote info in the correct version of the software.
Only to find that they don't have remote info for our tv.
Tried using something it thought was compatible, but after reprogramming everything to use it, I tested it out and nothing worked.
What a piece of crap.
Then I thought I'd bricked the thing because it kept popping up the software when I wasn't touching it and then went completely dead, but I think I'd just managed to flatten the battery on it because it had been on for so long attached to the computer.
So next up I'll have to see if I can manually teach this peice of crap software to learn the most important buttons on the tv remote.
I don't need this crappy drama in my life.
Lately I seem to be feeling a constant low level stress/depression (that regularly flares up to much stronger versions). Work is certainly not helping. The heat over the last couple of weeks. Lack of sleep. Body cycles that should be four weeks being only three. Food. Blood pressure. Missing jigsaw piece from a new and expensive jigsaw. Bank fees. Housework. Vacuuming. Trivia nights to prepare for. A computer that hasn't installed updates since a cancelled upgrade to Windows 10 last year (other than Security Essentials updates) and doesn't seem to have the ability to either. iPhone batteries that don't last the day. Clutter. Dust. Holiday finances. Weight. Deteriorating eyesight.
There just doesn't seem to be enough *time* in the world. Last night was cool off in the pool, cook and eat dinner while watching House, a walk with Chris and just a little bit of time on the jigsaw. And then it's bed time. I didn't get any computer time. I still haven't even *seen* most of my last holiday photos, let alone geotag them. Tonight was better, but had to fight with my computer for too long after it started spazzing out. Got a bit of trivia night stuff done at least. A whole half hour. Yay.
Today is the 50th anniversary of decimal currency in Australia.
For reasons unknown, the Mint had an open day to celebrate it yesterday instead of today. So Neil and I went along.
Whereupon we were instantly frustrated with poor crowd control.
We arrived at about 8:15 for the 8:30 opening. We'd paid for our factory walk tickets on Friday, so we expected to be able to line up for that, do the tour, and then go and buy the special edition coin after that. Except that there was a lot of confusion about the queuing. There seemed to be only one queue, and several stalls setup. One seemed to be ready to sell the coin, but they said they weren't open yet. Fair enough. But both a security guard and a person in the booth said we should go join the queue (I said we already had our floor walk tickets). So we did that. But people in the queue didn't have their factory walk tickets, so I was wondering if we'd have to wait in line behind everyone buying tickets, when we should just be able to go straight through. But after a while, someone wandered down the queue and said this was actually the queue to buy the coin. We decided since we were there, we may as well just do that first, then do the tour afterwards.
They had the most inefficient system EVER to sell the coins. They had a grand total of two eftpos machines for the transactions, and were also recording all the sales on laptops. It was incredibly slow and inefficient and we were standing in the hot sun with no shelter for an hour and a half!!!!! I complained to their twitter that they needed to open up more registers to sell the coins. Later on they said they did, although we didn't see it. I also asked someone if there could be a cash only lane to get through people more quickly but they wouldn't do that either. The stoopid thing was, people were buying them in bulk, for the sole purpose of profiteering off them. The coin was $20, but when I got home they were on ebay for $35-$40. I seriously considered doing the same thing but I was already so filled with rage at all the people taking so long I didn't want to join the ranks of the people I hated.
So at 9:45 we finally got our coins and went inside. They encouraged people to buy tickets online to save queuing, but there were no queues at all inside. Wish they could have been so efficient *outside*.
Things improved enormously once inside. The staff were all super friendly and helpful and enthusiastic about answering questions. They were great. The tour was just a slow walk through the tool room, the circulating coin hall, the proof room and the packing rooms. It was pretty slow in places but it was super cool to see the coin pressing machines up close while they were running. The proof room is where they manually press and carefully check all the coins used in proof sets. Normally it's a clean room so I felt a bit bad for them having to deal with all the extra dust we were tramping through the room. They had a lot of reject coins! Interestingly, every single person working in the proof packing rooms was an asian lady! Better attention to detail by them? Who knows!
Afterwards we went upstairs to the gallery to have a look down at the floor. Just for fun, here's a comparison of the factory floor in late 2002 vs early 2016..
This is the proof room.
I decided I'd come back again at a future date to have a better look through the gallery area. Just too many people and I was tired and hungry. So we just went home.
Mum was on the front line of the change to decimal currency fifty years ago - she worked in a bank! Also.. happy anniversary .. :)
Also. I've had this in my head ever since - https://youtu.be/5ZTeWLA1LAs
Only just barely survived the week. Weird networking issues scuttled my firewall work which just made the whole team look bad.
Tuesday went for a short walk with Chrissie. We were going to walk last night but I forgot.
On Wednesday I cleared out years of old project paperwork out of my desk drawers.
Thursday we went over to Kit's after drinks.
I also solved the GCHQ nonogram quite easily (it became pretty obvious what it was fairly early on) and have been playing nonogram puzzles online.
And starting to pick up speed on the 5000 piece jigsaw.
I had a crap day today. Epic fail.
So here's a photo of me at the controls of an A380
I have a document at work titled "drowning" with a chunk of my todo list, cause that's what it feels like. Eep! So much to do it's not funny. I did configure all the network interfaces on all the new firewalls today though which was good.
And I've been drowning at home too, trying to get the house respectable for the weekend, as well as the Christmas shopping and planning for a big family lunch. Felt a lot better after getting the washing up done tonight though. And pretty much all the family Christmas shopping is done.
The biggest stress left is probably figuring out what we're going to cook and go shopping for it. We were originally planning a roast pork lunch, but given that they're predicting temperatures of 36C we're thinking that might be a little silly, and maybe a cold buffet might work better - but would need to decide what to do. hrmm.
Oh and I'm also organising a party for about fifty people on Friday.
Friday was the second of our big work parties. A lovely afternoon.
Afterwards I was all set to go to bed (after stressing about what the hell I was going to wear to a wedding the next day) when we got messaged by Kit to come down. So we did. And after complaining about the fact I had literally *nothing* to wear, she said "you can borrow one of my dresses" and I'm all WTF?? cause she's like super tall and thin and I'm short and fat, and how the hell could any of her things fit me, but then we tried on some dresses and one of them actually kind of suited me! Freaky hey! (it was German! made in China!)
So Saturday I was still super stressing about the whole day, on account of scary unknowns and *having to wear a dress* so didn't get anything done all day (other than stressing). But Kit did my hair in this super cool little updo thingie.
Have I ever mentioned we have the best neighbour *ever* ?
And then I had to finish getting ready and *makeup* and running late and stuff, which meant I was super stressed again.
The wedding was lovely and pretty relaxed.
Then we chillaxed for a while before heading to the reception.
Which was also pretty relaxed. Quite a lovely evening in fact.
Today was trying to get the house sorted in advance of the whole family Christmas thing next weekend. Achieved a bit of it but not nearly enough. Then it was duck and wombok (which I tried to kill on account of being a slacker and not of watering it for a day) for dinner and then I hacked and hacked with the AV system to get the old DVD player attached to the working TV so we could watch Love Actually, which hey, I might just love a little bit and make the sweetie watch every year. Sorry sweetie!
And now the sweetie has headed off to work and it's totes bed time!
So I got my watch back today. It's been in for repair the better part of this year.
The last effort took like three months. They've replaced the movement (again), but the result is different hands - black, not my original gold. Which is somewhat upsetting. At least it has a second hand after this repair - the last time it came back with no second hand. The time before that it had a new glass face. It fell off after two days, took the second hand with it and that was the end of that. I'm going to be really pissed if it dies *again*.