Unleash the dopamine

Although probably not enough tonight. Which may or may not have been a good thing. Probably a good thing. The potential for crashing is far too high. Especially when *he* is there and it gets rubbed in all the more how much he likes other people more than you. Oh the horrible feelings that went through me tonight. It sucks big time.

Gonna have to wait it out for a bit here before I go home. Don't wanna get arrested or anything silly.

*sigh*

/me goes off to watch a dvd for a bit.